Aitch - stop all this self-flagellation! You did the best you could, in fact I think you went far past the point where most people would have stopped. Babybear will be fine. I still feel bad (for a slightly different reason) that my LO was tube fed formula when he was born (it was heart-breaking, he kept ripping it out and they kept ramming it in) because he was 10lb 4 and his blood sugars were very low. If I hadn't already bf 3 babies I would have stopped there and then. You are doing brilliantly by giving Babybear good natural foods. It's no good bf for 6 months if you are going to give them crap for the next 17 1/2 years!