aaw, moomin... what can i say? it must feel like she's growing up fast. i see Babybear cutting about now in her wee trousers and i can't believe that just a year ago she was a tiny bundle. my mum said when i was upset at leaving bfing behind that being a mother is a series of little goodbyes... but that here she is saying hello to her grandchild... made me cry more at the time. you've done very well, and you are continuing to get time with her in the evening and you are pursuing every avenue to feed her the best food possible. you should feel righteously proud.